7:44PM - baby

it seems that i only turn to live journal when i am depressed.

but i have an announcement to make

I AM THE HAPPIEST I'VE BEEN IN A LONG TIME

♥

Current mood: happy

Current music: houston calls- bob and bonnie

7:42PM - baby

it seems that i only turn to live journal when i am depressed.

but i have an announcement to make

I AM THE HAPPIEST I'VE BEEN IN A LONG TIME

♥

Current mood: happy

Current music: houston calls- bob and bonnie

10:32PM - dont call me depressed

Im tired of everything always being the same. I think that every single person i have ever met has let me down sometime. Not saying that i havn't done my share of letting down, because i've beem letting alot of people down lately especially my friends that i consider the closest. I feel like i dont have the ability to enjoy myself anymore. I'm in situations where i should be having the best time of my life and all i can do is sit there in silence and think about stupid shit. It's only highschool.It will all be over soon.

Current mood: distressed

Current music: cursive

10:53PM - Dont call me depressed

Why does it always seem like there is something or someone in the way. This happens every time and i hate it.

Current mood: confused

Current music: The shins- caring is creepy

8:59PM - i want it

but I dont think i have a chance.

10:25PM - this kid is gay.

hubsfootball20: hey is this scott?
hubsfootball20: swindells
TturnyourbackK: yeah.
hubsfootball20: why do you wear girls pants
TturnyourbackK: why are you such a fucking faggot
hubsfootball20: why do u ot want me to beat your ass
hubsfootball20: **not
TturnyourbackK: your retarted
hubsfootball20: TturnyourbackK: hi im gay i wear girls pants
hubsfootball20: no your retarted
hubsfootball20: why would u wirte that about yourself you douche
TturnyourbackK: if you wanna talk shit why dont you tell me who you are instead of being a little pussy and not telling me
hubsfootball20: becuase its funner this way and i will beat your ass anyways if you want to keep talkin shit
TturnyourbackK: oh my god
TturnyourbackK: im so scared
TturnyourbackK: i dont know what im gonna do
hubsfootball20: yea prolly not since them damn jeans are cuttin off the circulation to your head
TturnyourbackK: oh man
TturnyourbackK: that was a good one
TturnyourbackK: your clever
hubsfootball20: yea thanks
hubsfootball20: i get that alot
hubsfootball20: bitch
TturnyourbackK: did your mom not hug you enough as a child
TturnyourbackK: you seem to have a mroblem with angst
TturnyourbackK: problem*
hubsfootball20: did your mom drop you on your head since you obviously think you can kick my ass
hubsfootball20: what the hell is angst
TturnyourbackK: um how am i supposed to kick your ass if i dont even know who you are
hubsfootball20: justin
hubsfootball20: mills
TturnyourbackK: your a fucking faggot dude
hubsfootball20: i dont think you would want to try that since your a junior gonna get your ass kicked by a freshman
TturnyourbackK: your just jelous because i can get girls that think you look like a frog
hubsfootball20: like who?
TturnyourbackK: i think you know who
hubsfootball20: do u serioulsy want to fight me?
hubsfootball20: cuz i dont thnik you kno how serious i am
TturnyourbackK: your gay
TturnyourbackK: gay
TturnyourbackK: gay
hubsfootball20: yeah becuase im the one that wears girls jeans right?
TturnyourbackK: dude dani dosent like you
TturnyourbackK: your gonna have to get over it
TturnyourbackK: you obviously dont have a life because you have the time to find my number so you can call me and try to scare me or some shit
TturnyourbackK: and then take the time to get my screenname
TturnyourbackK: why dont you say something faggot
hubsfootball20: i didnt call you buddy that was someone else
hubsfootball20: and i had your screenname form your my space
TturnyourbackK: well then hes a faggot too
hubsfootball20: it wasnt a guy
TturnyourbackK: why dont you just mind your own fucking buisness any wal
TturnyourbackK: anyway*
TturnyourbackK: your really really gay
TturnyourbackK: really.
hubsfootball20: ok im gonna stop wasting my time on you and well find out who the gay one is thursday
TturnyourbackK: faggot
TturnyourbackK: faggot
TturnyourbackK: faggot
hubsfootball20: becuase thats when footballs over
hubsfootball20: i an read douche
TturnyourbackK: oooooohhhhh
hubsfootball20: **can
TturnyourbackK: your not gonna do shit
TturnyourbackK: and if you do your ganno lose anyway
TturnyourbackK: gonna**
hubsfootball20: ok scott thursday
TturnyourbackK: your fucking gay dude
TturnyourbackK: actually i really want to know
TturnyourbackK: when did this become any of your buisness
hubsfootball20: when are you gonna stop talkin shit becuase your just making me madder so you might as well stop now
TturnyourbackK: oh damn
TturnyourbackK: im scared
TturnyourbackK: the only reason you not talking shit anymore is because dani told you to stop because shes afraid your gona get your ass kicked
hubsfootball20: dude im bein serious stop now or im gonna fuckin break your nose
TturnyourbackK: oh damn
TturnyourbackK: im scared
hubsfootball20: shut the fuck up
TturnyourbackK: lol
TturnyourbackK: your a faggot
TturnyourbackK: DUDE
TturnyourbackK: DANI DOSENT LIKE YOU
TturnyourbackK: get over it!!
hubsfootball20: nobodys gonna like you when your face is all fucked up
TturnyourbackK: lol
TturnyourbackK: aww man your a scary dide
TturnyourbackK: dude*
hubsfootball20: scott do u seriously want to fight tell me now becuase ill let u kno if im gonna fight u so tell me now and if so thursday after school unless your scared or dont want to
TturnyourbackK: why would i be scared of a little faggot freshman
hubsfootball20: i bet half the freshman could kick your ass
TturnyourbackK: well yeah
TturnyourbackK: im sure that if ahalf or the freshman class ganged up on me they probably could
TturnyourbackK: thats like 200 people
hubsfootball20: scott your gay stop
TturnyourbackK: your the faggot that started it
TturnyourbackK: im just gonna end it
TturnyourbackK: YOU
TturnyourbackK: ARE
TturnyourbackK: GAY
TturnyourbackK: the end.
TturnyourbackK: and by the way dani says lose 20 pounds or youll never be pretty
hubsfootball20: where do u get your jeans cosmmo girl?
TturnyourbackK: aeropostale
hubsfootball20: no cosmo girl
TturnyourbackK: why is that where you got your girls underwear
hubsfootball20: yea h you kno it
hubsfootball20: so u do buy your jeans there
TturnyourbackK: are you still trying to make fun of me for wearing girls jeans
TturnyourbackK: because if i honestly cared what you though do you think i would still wear them
hubsfootball20: yeah
TturnyourbackK: your dumbe then
hubsfootball20: ok
hubsfootball20: w/e
TturnyourbackK: yeah
TturnyourbackK: its true
hubsfootball20: o really
hubsfootball20: ?
hubsfootball20: ?
hubsfootball20: ?
hubsfootball20: ?
hubsfootball20: ?
hubsfootball20: and by the way your kinda chubby to buddy
TturnyourbackK: oh damn
hubsfootball20: yeah oh damn so shut the fuck up
hubsfootball20: your so lucky im not gonna fight you
TturnyourbackK: lol
TturnyourbackK: if you wanna fight
hubsfootball20: .......
TturnyourbackK: i have no problem kicking the shit out of you until your mommy shows up to take you to the hospital
hubsfootball20: ok
hubsfootball20: when and where
TturnyourbackK: you call it
hubsfootball20: tommorow
TturnyourbackK: actually you know what
hubsfootball20: at brothers
hubsfootball20: or are you scared?
TturnyourbackK: little faggots like you arent worth getting arrested for
hubsfootball20: why would u get arrested?
TturnyourbackK: umm.. murder
hubsfootball20: yeah right your backing out now bitch
TturnyourbackK: lol
TturnyourbackK: youll prbably just show up with a buch of friends talk a bunch of shit and then walk away
TturnyourbackK: if you have any friends
hubsfootball20: no
hubsfootball20: me you and you bring someone and ill bring someone to see what actually happens so when your done eating threw a straw for 3 months then you wont talk shit
hubsfootball20: ?????
hubsfootball20: dont have shit to say now?
TturnyourbackK: dude
TturnyourbackK: your just gay
TturnyourbackK: and your ganna be a gay redneck blue coller worker for the rest of your life and you have trouble adjusting to that realization
hubsfootball20: ok back out mother fucker exactly actually i could have gone to goretti this year for baseball douche becuase i can actually run since i dont wear girls pants
TturnyourbackK: ooooooooOOOOoooo
TturnyourbackK: was that supposed to be an insult against my pants
TturnyourbackK: because that REALLY dosen offend me
hubsfootball20: yeah so your backin out if you are then im not gonna say shit unless you start runnin your motuh and if not then it will be settled as we both didnt want to fight each otr
hubsfootball20: **other
TturnyourbackK: did you figure out that its not "cool" to threaten people that can beat the shit out of you yet
TturnyourbackK: cus that what im going for
TturnyourbackK: im really just trying to teach you a lesson that wil save your life someday when your in prison
hubsfootball20: ok then prove it that you can
hubsfootball20: you might end up in prison and il send u some soap on a rope
TturnyourbackK: see
TturnyourbackK: if you were really smart
hubsfootball20: but youll just cut the rope anyways so it doesnt matter
TturnyourbackK: yes
TturnyourbackK: because iwear girl [ant and like it in the ass
TturnyourbackK: and*
hubsfootball20: of course
TturnyourbackK: yeah
TturnyourbackK: im sorry you cant get girl dude
TturnyourbackK: if youd like i could help you oyut
TturnyourbackK: give you a few pointers
hubsfootball20: so your backing out..........
hubsfootball20: like what your first one would be wear girl jeans the men love it
TturnyourbackK: dani loved it
hubsfootball20: no o
hubsfootball20: **no
TturnyourbackK: um id say so
hubsfootball20: ok well w/e
hubsfootball20: are you backing out
TturnyourbackK: i just cant believe how bad you actually wanna get beat down
hubsfootball20: are you being a bitch or not?
TturnyourbackK: look at who immed who about some girl that dosent even ike him and tell me whos being a bitch
hubsfootball20: so your backing out yes or no fag
TturnyourbackK: ohhhhh
TturnyourbackK: fag
TturnyourbackK: that hurt my feelings
hubsfootball20: are you gonna fight or not?
hubsfootball20: ?
hubsfootball20: yes or no?
TturnyourbackK: why would i fight you
TturnyourbackK: it would be bad for both of us
TturnyourbackK: you would get the shit kicked out of you
TturnyourbackK: and i would go to jail
TturnyourbackK: stupidity
TturnyourbackK: dani dosent like
TturnyourbackK: you
TturnyourbackK: and you gonna have to realize that girls like dani are just to good for you so loks like it back to fat ugly sluts for you
hubsfootball20: yes or no?
hubsfootball20: 1 word and this convo is over?
TturnyourbackK: i dont want it to be over
TturnyourbackK: im having fun whoreing everything you say

4:41PM - Happy

girlfriend = amazing
♥dani

Current mood: happy

Current music: Zombies ate my neighbors

10:52PM - pants on fire

I ALWAYS KNEW YOU WERE A LIAR

Current mood: angry

Current music: Fear before the march of flames

9:53PM - lame

Lame excuses are for losers
i dont even like you anymore

Current mood: blank

Current music: the number 12 looks like you

10:09AM - You know who you are

I cashed in all my chips tonight
combed my hair to look just right
cus ive been thinkin bout you and me girl
and we got somethng goin on
you told me you nat wait to see me
and you didnt bother to even show up
this whole situations incredibly typical
should have seen it all along
....i should have seen it all along
....i should have seen it all along
its girls like you that make me think im better off
home on a saturday night
with all my doors locked up tight
i wont be thinking about you baby
you call me on the phone
and you dont even want to talk
your starin at me from across the room
but you look back when i walk up
we are inches away and i never even got close
leave you lipstick at home
dontpick up the phone
dont bother to look in my direction
....i should have seen it all along
....i should have seen it all along
its girls like you that make methink im better off
home on a saturday night
with all my doors locked up tight
i wont be thinking about you baby
forget everything you
think you know about me
this is highschool
this is highschool
this is highschool
this is highschool
this is highschool
this is highschool
this is highschool
this is highschool
im better off
home on a saturday night
with all my doors locked up tight
i wont be thinking about you baby
this is highschool
im better off
home on a saturday night
with all my doors locked up tight
i wont be thinking about you baby
this is highschool

6:40PM - Fucking greatest week ever

FUCKING DRESSED UP FOR DISASTER (my band) Saturday...go to it
FUCKING cha cha cha cha cha cha cha cha cha CHARIOT.Monday
http://www.myspace.com/dressedupfordisaster

6:37PM - Fucking greatest week ever

FUCKING DRESSED UP FOR DISASTER (my band) Saturday...go to it
FUCKING cha cha cha cha cha cha cha cha cha CHARIOT.Monday

(a href= http://www.myspace.com/dressedupfordisaster) MY BAND (/a)

8:15PM - MY letter of confession

Dear Livejournal,
This has been laying heavily on my mind for a very long time. I am having an affair. With who, you ask? Myspace. Its so much better you have become bland and i have been noticing your aging, get some plastic surgery for gods sake. Maybe you should get a myspace. I hope i havent hurt your feelings and that we can still be friends.
With love,
Scott

Current mood: im truly sorry

Current music: Fall out boy- dont make fun

10:58PM - I dont wanna call this depression

Yeah.. i fucked up my truck. I dont understand why nothing can ever work out for me. It seems no matter how hard i try to do something right or be nice to people i always end up letting myself or someone else down. I dont know why ive been so moody lately. I have to work fucking 60 hours a week, that probably has something to with it. I got paid on friday and immediately lost it ALL! I seriously have like 50 bucks left and thats it. Now that my truck is broken im not gonna be able to go hang out with any of my friends for a while and even if it gets fixed quickley my parents arent gonna trust me anymore. My bands first show got canclelled or moved or something, I think we have one on the 30th i guess thats a good thing because we need to get our songs down a little better. I just wanna have fun again i dont even remember the last time i honestly had a great time with the people i wanna hang around with. I actually miss school, i work so much its actually illegal. All this coulpled with the fact that i havent kissed a girl in 6 months and counting pretty much sucks. I guess ill stop complaining and go to bed now. tata!

Current mood: depressed

Current music: gym class heroes- taxi driver

11:15PM

Its been a whoile since ive updated so im just gonna go for it

THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO ME RECENTLY
-I got my liscense
-i met some new friends
-My bands first show is on the 15th (you should come)
-Ive been working 50 hours a week

Im tired and done updating now

Current mood: calm

Current music: norma jean

10:53PM - IM bored

Hey everybody im in north carolina and im bored. I miss hanging out with all my friends and goin to shows... and practicing with my band. But the good news is im comin home on sunday and i get my liscense on monday also my band is playing our first show in july ill post to tell everyone wen but that all i got

Current mood: bored

Current music: Underoath mofos

10:33PM - i cant wait

In never update anymore..... so im not gonna tell anyone about what happened this weekend because nobody cares.
My band reallllllyy needs a bass player so if you know anyone who wants to play bass im a melodicore band hit me up

Current mood: energetic

Current music: life in your way- rewrite my concepts

9:47PM - birthday bordem

today is my birthday and so far its pretty much sucked except when me and craig went to yinglings and played mini golf that was fun!!!!
someone hang out with me tommorow at the show

8:29AM - yea thats me

Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

Romantic Kiss
Lying in bed after making love and just doing whatever.















not really

Current mood: morose

Current music: at the drive in

4:29PM - the serious question

If i died tommorow would you have any regrets?

Current mood: i dont know what quixotic mean

Current music: Life in your way